Wednesday, September 4, 2019

Gender on Forms


Gender on Forms
1978

I'm the brunette, transgender wife.

Lots of forms, especially in the military, require you to select sex or gender. This sometimes caused me to pause, but I just explained that away as something odd about me.

Did you ever wonder?

When I was very young, this didn’t mean anything to me, but there came a time, in 5th grade, when I was asked to come to the office. We were supposed to be going to see the circus as a school trip, and something was screwed up with my permission slip. My mom had signed the slip, and I had filled it out the next day, at school, before turning it in to my teacher. Apparently, I had indicated on the form that I was female.

The lady in the office was amused. I got another copy, to take home for my parents to sign. My mom grumped a bit but signed it, after making sure I filled it out correctly first. I returned the form, and all was good.

As the school year continued, we were going to go to a sort of park near us, that was a wetland. When it was time to do the permission slip, I noticed I hesitated a bit when it was time to mark male or female. Coming on the heels of the circus permission slip, I remember thinking how odd it was that it gave me so much trouble.

In middle school and high school, more than once I marked female on a form. I thought sometimes that it might be some sort of learning disability, that I kept marking the incorrect spot.

I actually asked our family doctor about it. He said it was just foolishness.

Ah...but today?

Over the years, I have on multiple occasions hesitated, strangely drawn to mark female on the form. Sometimes it was embarrassing., especially if someone noticed something was wrong. More than once, I had to request a new form. But it was just an odd thing. Wasn’t it?

Having the benefit of hindsight, I now understand that there was a real reason for my hesitation. Fast-forwarding to the present time, I am able to mark "female" on forms without concern, and it is automatic because that's who I am. 











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